Peace

Here I am at home.

Typing away at my laptop.

Listening to "fix you" by coldplay.

I need the adrenaline rush.

But all I hear is the quite hush.

All my friends are out today. They're all clubbing. Here I am at home.

Why didn't I go? Work commitments?

Sometimes, I feel left out. Sometimes, I feel like I'm missing out.
Then I remember. I'm missing the smoke. I'm missing the music. I'm missing the dancing. I'm missing the restlessness. I'm missing the alcohol. Copious amounts of it. I'm missing the piss. I'm missing the vomit and the verbal diarrhea. I miss all the shadiness.

Then I remember...
I miss nothing...

Here I am at home.
Typing away at my laptop.
Listening to "Clocks" by Coldplay.
I need the adrenaline rush.
But all I hear is the quite hush.
All my friends are out today. They're all clubbing.
I've found my peace.
I've found my happiness.
Pain is relative. Remember that.
Happiness is relative. Remember that.
And I'm happy. Finally. Remember that...